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.wow, here i go. [26 Dec 2007|08:06pm]
[ mood | happy ]

ha. a lot has changed on here since i last wrote...however, it almost feels right to post on here. audry mentioned livejournal and i realize i do miss it--a lot. 

1. well i am married now. hopefully will be having a child within the next two years...(cross your fingers!)
2. i work at red robin in commerce--it isnt all that bad. 
3. i am obsessed with my life at this moment...all i could ask is to see my best friends more often--(lacey, audry, etc.)
4. i miss my brother more than anything in the whole world...however he makes me proud.
5. i am still in college and have no idea when i will actually finish---but i am in no rush right now.

p.s. does ANYONE even read my LJ anymore. haha!

-danielle ann dinkins

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[17 Feb 2006|10:09am]
.wow its been awhile.

everything is going so well in my life right now. i have an amazing boyfriend that i could not be happier with and i am moving out of my parents house in one week. i have been working a lot since last semester ended but i cant say that its a bad thing because i do need the money. this semester off has made me think of a lot of things and i am really trying to decide what i would like to do with the rest of my life. i want to be successful and i want to absolutely love my job but i have to be making good money too. i just dont know yet.

thats about it for now. i just wanted to make a quick update and let everyone know that i am so happy with where my life is right now.
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[15 Dec 2005|04:08pm]
.this is just a little too much snow for my liking.

not much is new lately. i am getting ready for the holidays and i am excited for it to come and go. this christmas feels like it is going to be so different than all of the past ones.

olgas has been so slow lately. i go in and make no money what so ever. i just want to host again, because i am sick of serving and putting up with everyones bullshit.

dwayne and i are doing amazing. i am so happy with him :)

finals are all this week and then i am done. i cant wait. this is what i have been waiting for.
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[07 Dec 2005|01:31pm]
i dont even know what to say or anything right now. i am so overwhelmed. i have a huge pile of homework to do and not nearly enough time. i am always exhausted and tired. i never get to sleep in. i am always on the go. i am sck of working. i am so sick of everything right now.

however i am not sick of him.
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[29 Nov 2005|07:45am]
[ mood | happy ]

.i never imagined that i would find someone that treats me like he does.

wow-life is amazing right now. miguel and i broke up awhile ago and i am dating this amazing guy that actually treats me right and wants to spend time with me and calls me just for the hell of it. it is an amazing feeling. i think i am so damn lucky right now.

school is getting old. real quick. ijust want this semester to finally end. this week is going to be HELL. i have so much shit to do and absolutely no time to get it done. i guess i might just have to pull an all nighter or two... :(

i think next semester i will get a second job...i need something to do with my time since i wont be taking any classes. i could really use some extra money too. i guess i will figure it out when that time comes.

thats about it for now.

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[16 Nov 2005|05:14pm]
i dont know what to do anymore-i dont know if any of it is worth it. i feel like i am becoming really sad lately--about a lot of things for that matter. i dont like when i get in these moods because i find it hard to get out of them. i want to cry all of the time. i just want to yell and scream. i want him to look at me and say "danyelle i do love you and you are my top priority."--but i know that is not the case. work is his top priority. he works non-stop and what in the hell gave him the idea that he would be able to balance having a girlfriend too? 7.5 months together is just crazy. i am torn in between wanting to stay with him because i do love him, or leaving him because it doesnt seem like its worth it. dont get me wrong...i would have no problem with our relationship if we saw each other more. i just have these down periods sometimes when i am torn.

school is wearing me out. i am trying to get ahead in some classes so i dont fall behind. i feel like this whole semester has been a struggle for me--from driving out to ypsi and just trying to get everything done and work enough too.

lifes weird right now and i am unsure about so many things. i guess i will see where all of this leads myself.
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[14 Nov 2005|07:39am]
.i deserve so much more.
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[09 Nov 2005|09:07am]
i really dont feel well today...all i want is to hop back into my bed. i feel like i am going to throw up. good thing i have a doctors appointment tomorrow morning before work.

i am sitting in easterns library about to start working on an assignment. i might finish this homework and then head on over to turn it in and head home. i cant stand feeling this sick...how will i ever make it until 9 tonight feeling like this.

i worked yesterday and made decent money for being in the slowest section on the restaurant.

i saw miguel yesterday and it made me really happy!!

went out with misti last night for a few. it was a lot of fun. i love getting to hang out with her and just talking.

lacey will be in michigan tonight and i cant wait!! tomorrow i hope i get to spend some time with her.
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[31 Oct 2005|09:25am]
why do weekends have to just fly by so quickly? why cant they stay for awhile and let me enjoy them before they have to be over and i have to head back to classes? actually i did enjoy my whole weekend but it seems like it just flew right by.

friday i had a field trip to visit a detroit public school-it was interesting and it made me question if i want to teach elementary instead. then i hung out with erin and gavin for quite a long time. we went shopping and out to dinner. it was a lot of fun.

saturday i worked in the morning and then i came home and didnt do a whole lot. i ended up hanging out with erin again and i went on a shopping spree looking for some khaki pants that are the EXACT color that my work wants us to have. then we went back to her apartment and her, jay, adam, his friend and i ordered pizza and talked. all of us, except jay, ended up going to the haunted forest by our house. then i went home and fell asleep almost immediately.

sunday i took the day off of work and i laid around and relaxed. i watched 2 movies and didnt do a whole lot. then i decided it was time to focus on my paper and finally get it done since i put it off all weekend. i talked to miguel and i ended up going to see him for like 45 minutes since we havent seen each other in awhile. and i must say that i love that guy so much and i am so glad that we are still together :)

and now i am sitting in the eastern computer lab trying to finish that paper that i never did finish last night. i have class in a half hour and i am determined to hurry up and finish this paper so i guess i should go now.
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ugh! [19 Oct 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

.all i want is one day off a week...no school and no work.

i just want to not have to go to school or work for once. i dont want to come home from school or work and have to do homework all of the time. i dont have much of a life. i just want to straighten up my room and do what i want to do. i would love to spend some time with my mom or some friends. i just need some time away from everything.

i guess that time will come when laceys in town...!!!

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.stole this one from cara. [17 Oct 2005|07:43pm]
[ mood | happy ]

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.

[x] I am really ticklish.

[x] I'm afraid of the dark.

[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.

[x] i believe in true love

[ ] I've run away from home.

[ ] I listen to political music.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[x ] I open up to others easily. (for the most part)

[x]I am good at keeping a secret from the world.

[ ] I watch the news.

[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.

[x] I love Disney movies.

[x] I am a sucker for eyes.

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[x] I curse regularly

[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[ ] I love Spam.

[x] I bake well.

[x] I have worn pajamas to class. (in high school maybe)

[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.

[x] I have a job.

[ ] I love Martha Stewart.

[x] I love someone.

[ ]I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[x] I am self-conscious.

[x] I like to laugh.

[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.

[x] I have tried a cigarette.

[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[x] I loved Go Ask Alice.

[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[x] I have many scars.

[x] I've been out of this country.

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[x] I love chocolate.

[x] I bite my nails.

[x]I am comfortable with being me.

[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.

[x] Gotten lost in the city.

[ ] Seen a shooting star.

[ ] Had a serious surgery.

[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.

[x] Have kissed a stranger.

[x] Hugged a stranger.

[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.

[ ] Been in a fist fight.

[ ] Been arrested.

[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[ ] Made out in an elevator.

[x] Swore at your parent(s.)

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts.

[ ] Been skydiving.

[ ] Been bungee jumping.

[x] Gotten stitches.

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour

[x] Bitten someone. (joking around)

[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.

[ ] Gotten the chicken pox.

[x] Crashed into a car

[ ] Been to Japan.

[ ] Ridden in a taxi.

[x] Shoplifted.

[ ] Been fired.

[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[x] Stole something from your job. (maybe some snackers or something-lol)

[x] Gone on a blind date. (kind of sort of-i met miguel this way i guess)

[x]Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] Been to Europe.

[ ] Slept with a co-worker.

[ ] Been married.

[ ] Gotten divorced.

[x]Saw someone/something dying.

[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[X] Been to Canada.

[x] Been On A Plane.

[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] Thrown up in a bar.

[ ]Eaten Sushi/ california rolls

[ ] Been snowboarding.

[x] Been skiing. (cross country skiing)

[x] Been ice skating.

[x] wanted to break up with someone but couldnt

[x] cried in public.

[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.

[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.

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...and this ones for cara... [05 Oct 2005|06:00pm]
.20 things you might now know about me.

1. i like surprises-i dont get them very often but when i do i absolutely love them!
2. i love to go swimming for hours and hours. i wish i would have had my own outdoor pool growing up.
3. my favorite flower is definitely daisies.
4. i have 2 different colored eyes-one green and one brown. and yes thats 1 in 8 million people that have this happen to them. so therefore i am cool. enough said.
5. there are times that i like myself and there are times that i hate myself. i am constantly trying to change my appearance in order to find that special look that suits myself.
6. i love school-only because i love to learn.
7. i can not wait until i get married and have children.
8. fall is by far the best season of the year.
9. i worry about my family on a regular basis, especially my mom.
10. i hate dancing--i dont care what the circumstances are.
11. my favorite drink is arizona green tea.
12. i dont really know exactly what i want to do for my future.
13. my best friend lives in las vegas and i miss her terribly.
14. i am in love with my boyfriend-no matter how little i get to see him.
15. i miss my old dog phoenix...and i cry when i drive down the street and see his look alike.
16. i love to smile.
17. my mom is the most important and influential person in my life and i dont know what i would do without her.
18. i dont like drinking, i dont like drugs--i am pretty innocent.
19. i will name my future daughter autumn rae.
20. even though i complain about olgas i really do love it there. i love the people i work with and i love the job itself.

i choose my sister to do this same thing and post it in her journal.
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[05 Oct 2005|02:03pm]
.i want to go to a cider mill-anyone care to join me.
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[16 Sep 2005|11:34am]
and you made me smile this morning...

i love you more than you could ever know or imagine.
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[15 Sep 2005|09:43pm]
i still love eastern michigan. i love the campus and i really like all of the people i have met so far. i like my classes for the most part. although i hate commuting out there three times a week it isnt awful-i do like shorter class times.

i miss my boyfriend so much. i have not seen him in 11 days because we both have been so busy.

all i literally do is work and go to school. it keeps me busy and it prevents me from spending money that i dont have--except on gas.

i want to see him tonight and spend the night in his arms...but i can pretty much predict it wont happen.
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[08 Sep 2005|08:10am]
[ mood | happy ]

.i heart eastern michigan university.

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[06 Sep 2005|08:52am]
[ mood | optimistic ]

.everything seems to be looking up for me again.

-called the court and asked for a date that i could meet with a prosecutor concerning my ticket.
-i have an interview today at Buddys Pizza...i definitely dont have the time for a second job but i really need one so that i can pay off my bills and start to actually save some money.
-him and i are back together and i am so happy. i did not think he would call me but i guess when a guy misses his girl that he will come around, as long as you give it time.
-i went to arts beats and eats yesterday and that was a lot of fun. i decided that i really enjoying looking at peoples artwork, especially photography.

so as bad as last week really was this week seems to be improving. only thing i am not looking forward to is starting classes tomorrow at Eastern.

i got to head up to Olgas now so i guess i will update some other time again.

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[31 Aug 2005|07:46am]
-i am not experienced in this kind of area. i didnt realize how much you could miss someone until i realized that i miss him so damn much. even though i barely saw him, i still miss him a lot. its almost like i am on vacation again and i can not see him---except this time hes only 40 minutes away and i still cant see him. it really sucks. i want everything between us to be ok. i want him to hug me and kiss me and tell me he loves me again. i really dont know if i will get that back. i am hoping that he can reconsider because i really miss him and i just want one more chance with him. i want everything to be alright.-

oh and by the way i got pulled over in birmingham the other day and guess who happened to drive by and see me crying and all pissed off while i am waiting for my ticket...him! i feel so stupid.
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[29 Aug 2005|07:42am]
[ mood | sad ]

-so he ended up disappointing me once again. i actually thought that he might just call to figure everything out, but of course he didnt. why am i so suprised? our whole realtionship consisted of him letting me dow day after day...and he ended it with some sort of disappointment too. i dont even know what i will do if he calls me today or any other day. i am angry that he couldnt call when he said he would yesterday, and if he cared and loved me as much as he continuously says he does then he would have made the time yesterday to call. absolutely no excuses.-

i know this is how it was supposed to be and that we just werent meant to be together-not now at least. but for some reason i still feel sad about the whole situation. i did care about him a lot and i kept trying and trying and i just couldnt do it anymore. all i wanted was time for us to spend together. i know i am going to miss him and i know i am going to have to remain strong and not call him at all.

if what i am feeling is only a fraction of a real heartbreak then i hope i am never ever in that situation.

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[15 Aug 2005|09:43pm]
.i leave in about 9.5 hours for the wonderful Sin City and i will not be returning to Michigan until late Tuesday night-hope all of you will miss me while i am having the time of my life.

p.s. wish me luck on both of my plane rides...
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